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Eight CD's from the four part "workshop" series
held in Eldorado at Santa Fe, New Mexico in February 2009
Activation
Realization
Stabilization
Transformation
$85 for the whole set includes shipping and handling in the U.S.
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Each topic is discussed with 2 CD's filled with channeling, process, and guided meditations. The whole set is a transformative "workshop" designed to promote greater access to your awakened one life presence.
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A channeled message from the Teacher Dwahl Khul and Catherine Bean Weser
Welcoming 2009
And Random Encounters with Your Deep Self
It is an auspicious time. 2009 to 2012 are years of tremendous possibility. Energies are shifting and in cosmic time, these years are years of cosmic awakening. To live in an awakened state means to be fear-less, present, and in a state of total freedom in the One Life.
It all starts with self acceptance. The deeper truth is that trying to change who you are in the moment, to become something that you think you are not, is delusion, based on an assumption of inadequacy. Cosmic awakening is; there is no progression of events or strategies that will take you to a point of awakening. We would describe the recognition of an awakened experience as something more like a random encounter with your deep self. Your deep self is always present although your intellect and your mind chatter try often to distract you from that knowing.
We suggest that all of you have had these random encounters with the deepest most essential aspects of your total being, and that each random encounter is a spontaneous initiatory experience. With these encounters as reference points of the deep self, eventually the intellect, the dualistic device designed hold us in time and space, relinquishes its control and you live in the awakened state fully realizing it.
The doors are always open and in the course of simply experiencing your life, you are very likely to have many random encounters with your deep self. They are those times when you have direct perception without intellectual interference, without judgment or comment from your history or your process.
Often it is in the midst of the chaos and the upheaval of your deepest and darkest issues that a random encounter occurs. Like the lotus spontaneously arising from the seemingly darkest waters, the absolute perfection of all is realized. It is as if your attention snaps and a breakdown/breakthrough allows the light that is uncontrived to shine. All along you probably had an intuition of something more profound, underneath the heavy cloak that keeps you from your joy. The cloak drops to the floor and with an imperceptible “thud” all is light once again. This is a random encounter with the deep self. It is an initiatory experience which reinforces what you know to be truth and light, what you know, but often times cannot articulate or explain.
In those times when you feel despair or confusion, are engulfed by fear or ignorance, you have probably noticed that meditation is difficult if not impossible. That is because meditation has become in that state, a strategy for the alleviation of personal distress. You unconsciously try to make meditation take you from what is to something other than what is, and it doesn’t work. Meditation is the method by which we reinforce the knowing of the silent center of our being, therefore it is best to meditate when we are in more neutral states, and not when we want to change what we mistakenly believe is “real.”
Your intellect or your dualistic mental body is tenacious, it holds on to a sense of security based on social conventions, faith, history, and many other tenets of belief. If you can shift your sense of security from what your intellect believes is real to the knowing of the pure creative energy you embody, you can experience liberation, freedom, and awakened life. If you are secure in your creativity, then you will have an answer or a response for anything that should confront you. If you respond creatively to every challenge that faces you, all possibilities exist and all results are possible. This flexibility is going to be especially useful in the next three years when it is likely that there will be many changes and challenges confronting most people on the planet.
When we speak about creativity, we speak about the willingness to try something new. Ask yourself if you are relying primarily on old responses from the past—even if they have worked in the past---and become willing to be different. Whenever you are willing to change, you open a door allowing a random encounter with your deep self, a spontaneous initiatory experience.
Just like in the Matrix, anomalies cause the whole system, or paradigm, to reboot; the anomalies cause the evolution of the program. You can’t stay in the matrix and try to be safe within it by following all its rules and simultaneously hold the knowledge that you live outside of the matrix also. So you would not be wise to try to do everything your dualistic mental body tells you to do to be safe in the old paradigm, while you are also deeply aware of being in a new paradigm of awakened, liberated life. When you respond to a situation creatively, doing something different than what you have done in the past, reality shifts and the tenacious intellect succumbs to a supra intellectual reality. Random encounters of the deep self, spontaneous initiatory experiences, can not be discounted. Embracing those experiences causes constant reconfiguration of reality constructs and your security becomes dependent on your ability to creatively respond to the ever-changing moment.
The point we want to make is that randomness is something to embrace---the thought or the idea that you should be in bliss all the time, embraces static sameness and actually seeks a kind of safety that is illusion. Believing that things are going wrong if you experience something difficult, indicates an egoic attachment to the divisibility of experience as something to accept or something to reject. This will get you stuck in linearity. This will keep you thinking that life needs to be evaluated, and you will be too busy with you inner ledger sheets and miss the experience of every moment. All your experience is indivisible from your self. This is where “being” comes in.
So what can you do to enhance or promote random encounters with your deep self?
Come together with others with the same intention: to activate, realize, stabilize and transform our habituated thought processes and inner “stories” of reality. Accept who you are right now and live with indivisibility. Love the moment and love life.
And from the head, the hand and the heart, so be it and so it is.